Woke up from a dream where I was flying, my actions in the dream in general felt a bit more ‘intentional.’ Speaking of feeling good, I like my shorts today, the fabric is different from my usual old ones from my soccer phase, and the terracotta color reminds me of the ceramics I want for my future place. I’ve been thinking about the future a lot, it also makes me think of the old me, the one who couldn't see a future for herself at all. The one who shut everyone out and made everything harder for herself. I think I’ve grown a little. And I think of her fondly, but mostly I don’t think of her that much at all

For the mc world today I successfully trapped all library villagers I needed for my bow enchantments. I chilled on the couch thinking of nothing in particular, did the same on the bed in between times. Idk how healthy it is to be left with my thoughts, I think I’m fine. Researched about aloneness and other stuff, one of which was on this macarthur guy, it was like getting lost on the internet

Ate dinner with just my mom, everyone else went out and had stuff to do. Afterwards exercised a bit, I think I’ll do that more often