Spent the afternoon playing minecraft on the ps4, trapped 2 villagers successfully. Nothingburger day. Genuinely hard to remember what I did after that. I think I zoned out on bed thinking about stuff, putting words to some things about myself in my head, then took a nap. Woke up from a dream where I asked M. If I’m truly awake right now, if I’m really not dreaming right now, then I lost that bit of doubt and went back to dreaming ignorantly. I’ll take that as a sign that I’m getting closer to a lucid dream tho

At night I drew a fox, I’m not too happy with it, but it’ll do to complete that page. My sis saw and took a pic and hyped me up, but it also made me feel weird cuz I don’t want my head to get big, I deserve confidence I know, like everyone else. But I still wanna raise myself with a bit of tough love and keep myself doubtful

Then I stayed up until around 6 watching stuff about the redwoods, and this show of a kpop group I haven’t kept up with for weeks. Those aren’t the only thing I did of course, and I still have some shame over it