Lunch and dinner both was extremely silent and awkward, wonder how fast things will erupt again

Yesterday—I thought I’d be painting today, but I just can’t

I also wrote in the dream journal, its cover is green and I wish I’d gotten the black one instead. It’s not great for writing to be honest, it’s lined and the paper is pinched tight at the spine it’s a pain to write in

Read through last bits of fingersmith, I don’t remember sue’s escape from the madhouse having that much funny scenes/dialogue I love sue, charley and dainty as always. They’re all so funny and real. The book is so easy to get immersed in