Woke up really late today because I stayed up last night doing everything and nothing, do I regret it not really. For lunch I had 2 spoons of rice and a tiny piece of leftover chicken then I went on to do an oil painting, I was extremely sleepy the whole day, for the past 2-3 days I haven't slept well enough reason being I just don't like sleep

I rushed into the painting arrogantly and it suffered the consequences, not my best work but I'm a little rust so that's fine by me

Dinner was a blur we talked about parents retirement dementia etc. the vibes were off, my sis poked me under the table at some parts when she thought they were saying ridiculous stuff but I didn't agree with her, they were just saying facts if a little obnoxiously

I still have a furry sketch commission to do, but I don't feel like doing it for such cheap money the commissioner is nice though

I kind of wanna wake up/stay wake until 6am then go on a walk, find some place where there aren't many mosquitos and tell them I went 'exercising' if they ask, I thought about that in the shower, I also realized I talk like a youtuber in my head while brushing my teeth

If I were a guy I think I wouldn't mind the name Martin, the reason for why is highly specific and not related to that tiktok guy

This is the unfinished painting